Dear Mister Jimmy.

I hate to say it but miss "Danni lama" has a SLIGHT point. ..as she stated there will ALWAYS be people who try to bring you down NO MATTER WHAT.....and you do need to see that there a SO MANY PEOPLE who want to see you happy and see you smile ... take me for example I love you!!.....haha I'm like Mcdonalds..I love to see u smile heh..or is that burger king? no wait thats have it your way..bringin on another thing...if u had ur way all the time everyone would be on ur side and everything would be perfect...but how can anyone help u to be happy if u can't make urself happy..........you DO indeed need to be happy with who u are..and be less harsh on yourself .........you need to open ur eyes a little wider and SEE the good things...SEE that you are as perfect as you'll ever be...why try to change to perfect yourself? why try so hard to be better... YOU'RE GREAT........and me being a lil hypocrit right here should take my own advice right? mainly point is ......... don't put urself down...don't care what people think.....people can be asses don't worry about the minor details................you were blessed with life..so live it happy dont live it putting yourself down live it because u were given life for a reason...life isn't something to be down about........so bring yourself up..............love me............be happy <3


<3 love you lawts
Kendra-MaryEllen-Bertha-Jean (w/e the fuck mi middle name is) Clonan

wtf

Blogger is boring me as well...I think I'm done bloggin so often I'm only gonna blog when something of importance happens...but mi everyday life isn't that important or even the slightest bit exciting to read so yea...


so...I won't see Fallon for like a year unless I make my way down there this summer before I leave :'(



GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There ain't nothing that can't be done
By me and God
Ain't nobody gonna come in between me and God
One day we'll live together
Where the angels trod
Me and God

Early in the morning talking it over
Me and God
Late at night talking it over
Me and God
You could say we're like two peas in a pod
Me and God

He's my Father
He's my friend
The beginning
And the end
He rules the world
With a staff and rod
We're a team
Me and God

I am weak and he is strong
Me and God
He forgives me when I'm wrong
Me and God
He's the one I lean on
When life gets hard
Me and God

He's my Father
He's my friend
The beginning
And the end
He rules the world
With a staff and rod
We're a team
Me and God

He rules the world
With a staff and rod
We're a team
Me and God

We're a team

Me and God

cock off to me and wonder why I'm pissy wow



so I need to get some shit...waitin for Carly to text me and see if I can get a ride to rite aid or somming cuz shhh i need this stuff tom. cuz tomorrow is a hard core work day yanno... i'm super excited for this project and I wanna get the shit to do it and not having a job or license kinda fucks me over!!


but yanno...i think ima take my pissy mood somewhere else! cuz nobody seems to wanna talk to me anyways...............







*walkin or sommin!*

Here's the deffinition of me basically...........
sorry for being...


well you know
me?
should I be someone else instead maybe I should be BREA????????

"sometimes you make it hard to trust you"


"HOW BOUT YOU DONT FUCK UP!!"

"you're so difficult"


"why do you always bla bla bla"


"sometimes I question you"



"Queen of pessimsn"

LET'S GO BUFFALO!!!










5 - - 2buffalo all the way!!
<33

omg...gotta present today :(
I'm gonna fail
omg
and if i fail
I'll have no chance of graduating
and
ahhhhhhhh
omg


w/e I gotta go to skewl :'(

MY FINGERS ARE SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i love guitar hero (thank you shaun!!)


wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo im amazing!!!!
((sorta))

I'm not a cutter either I liked it as well so I stole it from bj's blog!! hehe

Dear Razor;;Dear cutter

Dear Razor,

your always by my side

you were there for me when I cried.

When he left me, you were the one I came to

you showed me who I really was, yes that's true.

You are my best-friend

but, he didn't like you, it was time us to end

I didn't like it, neither did you

soon after I learned to live with it, my confidence grew.

I promised him I wouldn't use you

so im sorry razor this is the end for us two

ps. When I promised him I wouldn't use you

I had my fingers crossed, Id miss the pain you drew

your best-friend,

Cutter.

Dear Cutter,

I understand what your going through

I will always be by your side, if you only knew

I don't like causing scars on your body,

I tried to tell you, soon you would become nobody

the only one to make you change is yourself,

and running to me every time wouldn't help itself

I will stick by you for the rest of your life,

im better than your knife.

And I know you promised you wouldn't use me

but I give it a week, and you'll be back and ill set you free

ps. Think before you let go of me,

think about what I said, I can set you free.

Your truly,

Razor

Friday is senior skip day <33

OMG YOU HAVE A MAGNETIC PEN??
....oh shit nvm









((yea bj had a paper clip hooked on the pen and i thought it was magnetic))
hahah

Kendra:wats a theroy??
Bj: its....
Kendra:.....is it like leroys big brother???.. HAHAHA
bj: *lookin at her feet* i think muh feet got bigger....
Kendra: BJ WHY??
bj: idk, they just never looked this big before

hahahahahahaha LMAO

stop hitting me!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
key board abuse

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Languages are probably Physical Touch and Quality Time

My Detailed Results:
Physical Touch:	8
Quality Time:	8
Words of Affirmation:	7
Acts of Service:	5
Receiving Gifts:	2

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
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awwww ♥

so last night I went to teen tinnitus right (woot)....
I met some drummer named idk his name actually I wanna say Ben? but yea we chilled for a good 2 hours just talking about nothingness and he was kewl yadda yadda but other than that teen tinnitus pretty much sucked it wasn't that awesome lol but w/e so after me and bj kinda just ended up just wondering cuz we didn't wanna go home (long walk duh hahaha) so n e hoo we were leaving Macdoz (McDonalds) and Ben S. called and asked if we wanted to go chill at his house..so we went to his house and we all hung out (all as in Carrie, kissa, Ben, Sean, James?, Seth and Bj and then Jimmy called me and Xa and Sterling wanted me to come drink wit em or something so I was like OKAY!! so Bj and I (nobody else wanted to go PARTEE POOPERS!!!!) walked up to their house (with so happened to be like right up the road from Benny Poos house)...and they wouldn't crack open the vodka till I got there CUZ IM SPECIAL OR SOMETHING! hahahah idk not really but still i took a shot.....it was decent..........but 2beers and 4shots later I was like drunk? dunno why i was that drunk....(most likely cuz i didn't eat n e thing all day!haha) but yea heres the aww part lol

Christa Bj and I went outside to smoke a cigarette and then Bj went inside but somehow Christa and I got to talking about how we used to "HATE" eachother and wanted to "Kill" eachother and we were out there for a long time....and we so had a moment we talked about anything and everything and we cried together and it was so wowwwy....and like idk that talk made alllllllllllllllllllllllll the minor weirdness (if that so happens to be a word) go away it was just cute yanno. OH OH OH AND THEY ARE MARRIED NOW!!! shit shit i forgot his last name again...ummmmmmmmmm dozier? haha i have NO CLUE how to spell it but i know how to say it now lol.

so anyhoo me and xa have burns on our arms now cuz we are FRIENDS lol <3 it's great..like we said our sorrys about our stuborn ways last year over eddies bullshit......we were both stuck up his ass in his sneaky I know what to say to woman ways lol.

but yea <3 I had a good night
Jimmy and I went to sleep around 4 30 or 5 I couldn't quite stay awake
and then we woke up at 9...and I'm still a bit drunk and gotta help momma clean the house
CUZ SHE WANTS TO HAHAHA <3
but thats okey

I love this
GOOD NIGHT
<3 love you



ps:Christa yyou have to send me the pictures you took last night <3

GOOMBA WAKA GOOMBA WAKA GOOMBA WAKA!

bottled water......damn....when I was little I could get water from any part of mi house... I could go to the basement and get a drink of COLD RUNNING WATER...because I was THIRSTY .....the word is THIRSTY not hydrated they made that word up once they made BOTTLED water. when I' m Thirsty I want some water. and now you have bottled water of all different brands.....for 2dollarz a bottle of WATER!! 2DOLLARS FOR WATER!! WTF IS THAT ABOUT?? and to top it off those asshole put the nutritional facts on the back..serving size 8fl oz., servings per container 2.5, amout per serving per bottle: Calories ZERO..Total fat ZERO!! sodium ZERO total carbs ZERO and protein ZERO...NO SHIT ITS WATER!! wait wait it gets better.........it's a product of pepsi and coke when I think of getting a nice cold glass of WATER because i'm THIRSTY i dont think of PEPSI AND COKE...as I see it aquafina stands for the end of water as we see it today!!

so I'm expecting one of those 18outta20blogs to come about here....
because i'm a good for nothing
depressed
stupid bitch
who deserved.............

read line 23 haha directions from NewYork to france!!




haha

TEEEEEEEEEEETH



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KY jelly may get you pregnant!!



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if u had webbed fingers how would u give someone a hand job

why does child support cost 25,000 dollarz when you can have a baby in africa for 10cents a day!

True love

I finally found the guy who calls me BEAUTIFUL instead of HOT. who calls me back when I hang up on him. The one who KISSES my forehead and wants to show me off to the WORLD when I'm in sweats. Who holds my HAND in front of his friends. Who thinks I am just as PRETTY without makeup on. He's the one who is constantly reminding me of how much he CARES,and loves being with me, and how he's the luckiest guy in the world to have me. He's the one who turns to his friends and says "Thats her." his name just so happens to be jimmy!

ps...your house scares me :'(

whatever

so im at jimmys housea righ now and so theres like bj and karrie and jimmy and jimmy and jimmy and jimmy and stering and crsta and karie and keviee and um well u see jd's butt is belleding oh and m here t o dnont worry im always here duh and im here and jids butt is bleeding omggg karrie fell or something idk jimmy said o ceck that out or somthing and idk i think that my pans ohm karrie is screaming eeeeeik shes back hahahahahahahahhahaha i need my drink hmmm hjow to get it lets see `st lean forawrd got it....second...grab..third drinkkkkkk..k lets ttyrl.... it so workd!!!! so how about im rfalllling hjaha wahl what WAHL.... I THINK THEY TRID TO SEPLL WALL AND SPELLED IT WRONG...THEY WERE wrong...wahl IT SOUNSD LIKE wall BUT NO THEY ARE wrong werong wrong werongdsafd sajfklsafdsa fdsa uijs WHAT

raz sbacardi ilver DOT DOT weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee OH NOOOOOOOOOO dozen sooooooughnuts who yellled why what what what wheat wehaflskduafiodjafl,ecdksafudlsa ffdsfudisofjks dmy fingers dont work...poop on this ummm u missed i have a borhter...his names justin...and hes m arried he has a babii...and a nother baii..NO no no no no n im wrontg i was wrong wrong wraonfj kas he has a babii on the ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and her name is avery and shesa a baby and she is gonna be a baby and shes s gonna be a baby and a baby and idk thats about it idk what else she'll be wbut she'll be EVERYTHING SHE'LL BE AMAZING CUZ THATS WHAT I SAID....and anna is gonna be everything too because i said so how bout it.......................im done now jimmy press publish please...

PLEASE PRESS PUBLISH JIMMY
HEY
HEY
HEY
HEY
JIMMY
PAY ATTENTION
PRESS PUBLISH
U READ OVER MI SHOULDER ALL THIS TIME AND NOW U DONT
PLEASE
NOW
PRESS PUBLISH

aquafina stand for the end of water how we see it now!!
--Ill describe what that ones about later *it's a mental note*
lactos intolerant ((intolerance!!!!!!!!)) < had to haha
there are so many different types of milk today...back when we were all kids (not to long ago) all u knew was milk was good for u...four glasses a day....there was one kinda milk...moo milk

now theres 1percent ...2percent...whole....skim....fat free.....lactos intolerant milk...soy milk....
WTF THERES NO SOY TITS....soy milk is not MILK it's soy juice but they can't sell soy juice because just saying soy juice makes u gag.....so they call it soy milk and sell it that way...GET IT AWAY FROM MY MILK!!

Lactos intolerant milk.......WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT if ur lactos intolerant YOU CAN'T DRINK MILK!! WTF IS IN THE JUG?? GET IT OUT OF THE MILK SECTION...GET THE LACTOS SHIT AWAY FROM MY MILK...IT'S TALKING TO MY MILK AND MAKING MY MILK FEEL BAD!! ..... MY MOO MOO MILK FEELS BAD BECAUSE THE MYSTERY OBJECT IN THE LACTOS JUG IS MAKING MY MILK FEEL LIKE SHIT!!! WHEN MY MILK IS THE REAL MOO MOO MILK....

..case closed.. hahaha

oh man...yesterday bj was like someday when i wanna be kinky Im gonna have sex with hair gel it would be good lube and Karrie and I were like NO BJ IT WOULD DRY AND U'D GET STUCK AND HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITOL CUZ A PENIS IS STUCK IN U!!

so bj decides to try it..she puts hair gel on two of her fingers and like jacks her fingers off ... karrie and i made fun of her for a good 3mins then I decided to try then Karrie decided to try haah u dont really get stuck it just kinda drys and gets sticky but if u add more it's fine hahahaha <3

----so Karrie and I are gonna make a rap...did u see that...i diiiid

--bj and i practiced yesterday.
CPR..bj was the vic. I was the life saver
Abdominal Thrust..I was vic. bj was life saver
Infant CPR..I was vic(baby). bj was life saver...

we played horses haha she wrode me around the house then I rode her around the house then we wrote on eachother with PENCIL..they moved on to pen haha

it was fun

Thy Poopie List

GHOST POOPIE: The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet.

CLEAN POOPIE: The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper.

WET POOPIE: The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear so you won't ruin them with stains.

SECOND WAVE POOPIE: This happens when you're done poopie-ing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees, and you realize that you have to poopie some more.

POP-A VEIN-IN-YOUR-FOREHEAD POOPIE: The kind where you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke.

LINCOLN LOG POOPIE: The kind of poopie that is so huge you're afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush.

GASSY POOPIE: It's so noisy, that everyone within earshot is giggling.

DRINKER'S POOPIE: The kind of poopie you have the morning after a long night of drinking. It's most noticeable trait is the skid marks on the bottom of the toilet.

CORN POOPIE: Self explanatory.

GEE-I-WISH-I-COULD-POOPIE POOPIE: The kind where you want to poopie but all you do is sit on the toilet and fart a few times.

SPINAL TAP POOPIE: That's where it hurts so badly coming out, you'd swear it was leaving you sideways.

WET CHEEKS POOPIE (The Power Dump): The kind that comes out so fast, your butt cheeks get splashed with water.

THE DANGLING POOPIE: This poopie refuses to drop in the toilet even though you are done poopie-ing it. You just hope that a shake or two will cut it loose.

THE SURPRISE POOPIE: You're not even at the toilet because you are sure you are about to fart, but *oops* --- a poopie!

when this happens I want someone there yanno....I'd think that would make sence... usually when someone is upset they want the person who they love to be right there beside them.

I am rather upset and I'm not quite sure why......I have some reasons... Only 2that i really know of. but you know when you dont' know how to talk to someone u just hold it in... I just can't typically talk to ppl...so i hold it in...........and then it's nights like tonight that these things come out and you fuck up everything and start stupid ass fights and blame everything on everyone...

and then when they show they care you upset them somemore and more and more...........and MORE........and then you feel like shit when they gotta go....and u wanna say sorry for being... well.... you. and you dont...........and u feel quilty all night because well.......you make someone miserable. someone who u should make happy.......and you dont..... you fail.miserably.

Idk....sometimes I wish I could just be someone else. just long enough to make a difference in mi life.......and make other ppl feel better. and. idk. I mess up one to many times. sigh. idk.


I guess i'm just gonna go lay down and watch Fresh Prince all night haha....this sickly woman is pooped...........and Easter Vacation is gonna suck.

1.no sleeping in like AT ALL.........damn
2.wont see mmy till like monday
3. gotta go eat easter dinner with AUNT KIM GRRRRRR
4. idk its cold
5. i make things go wrong when i think they will...............so they will.

sick and dying....................gah :(

a moocam and a moose aren't the same
therefore
I win
because
Moose said I would be attacked by a moose in the middle of nowhere where theres NO WOODS...well moose dont live in arizona and they live in MOIST FORESTS....

so she says she'll make a camel/moose so it can survie down there....
well then they will be likely to be in the middle of no where with no forest because they are an entire diff species...

so still i wont die from a moose
I'll die from a moocam

I WIN

Follow me for a day <3

*and day in the life of Kendra*

6:30am - wake up call *gahhhhhhhhhh* (shower)

7:00am - Bj's not going to school WTF :(
7:36am - Carries not going to school WTF!!

*I smoked a cig with Aaron this morning thank you very much!!*

8:20am - "Have you ever met anyone like Lila, how did she make you feel"
>>NO I HAVEN'T...SHE MADE ME WANNA PUNCH HER AND PUSH HER DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS!!!!"<<

8:57am: *quack...quack....quack...* (kalee brendan & kendra) *runs to window* DUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS!!!!!! ((disturbed class oops))

9:41-10:26am - Wilky **zZzzzZzzzZZZZ**

11:10am - "so that means u want a fire under a boat...so it'll catch fire..and burn ur flags *NO RANDY IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY!!* oh...okay...haha

1:26-2:11pm - ...........HEY MR.SHERRY!!!! history class...WWI woot

2:15 -3:00pm - haha Carly turend a Gay kid straight?

**intermission**

9:02pm - Jimmy will you have a threesum with me and Carly.....

10:20pm - bed time <33

so I'm thinking I'm never gonna blog again..blogs are for nerds and stupid no life ppl who feel the need to blog..................bloooooooooooooog GAY.






















JUST KIDDIN!!
APRIL FOOLS!! HAHAH