Sunday, November 18, 2007

the no name blog!!

.:I couldn't think of a title haha:.

|>> so yesterday I was all like WEEE like always you know happy-go-lucky Kendra... Joel and I each bought Guitar Hero..so we each have our own so I was all excited and shit yanno...so then after about an hour or three of playing guitar hero..I was about to take a shower then I decided to call Dill quick yanno..say I love you and shit..I do that periodically [thats just how THIS cookie crumbles]
|>>>so anyway...I called him and was talking for a bit before I took my shower and he was like..so theres four places I could get stationed...but none of them are in Virginia...needless to say I got off the phone REAAAL quick while tears built up in mi eyes to take my shower....
|>>>>I pretty much KNEW he wasn't gonna get stationed here...but I kept my hopes up high..but not that it's set in stone...and i KNOW FOR SURE THERE IS NO CHANCE IN HELL that he is gonna be anywhere close to me..it sucks..and I'm pretty much crushed because..idk whats gonna happen...being so far away and shit u know..damn it idk.

so last night Angi (being the bestfriend that she is) let me cry on her shoulder about it while we were of course drinking. and I mentioned how if Dill just did his 6years it would be easier or if I just did my four years..like idk but anyways still thats 4-6years HUNDREDS OF MILES AWAY FROM ONE ANOTHER AND I CAN'T TAKE THAT...so we were tryin to figure out how we'd get closer to each other and pretty much we would have to be married to get stationed near eachother ((cuz the navy is cool like that they'll work with you to an extent))...so. even though thats the game plan ((well last I knew it was))...I don't think it's gonna happen anytime soon..so pretty much my life has been stomped on and squished like 85billion timez because the Navy doesn't wanna put Dill in Virginia....

love hurts.

on that note....I'm bout to go order some chinese food to ease hunger pains..and call Dill back

lata haterz!!

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